PLEASE read.

My mom called me to have a word with her. She, in tears too, asked me to forgive her. Her head was also going through a million miles per hour. She didn't know what to do and ended up saying thigns she never meant. She told me that this situation would, in no way, change our relationship. She said she still loves me, still feels proud of me and begged me not to blame myself and say thigns bashing myself, because she would feel even more guilty. She then hugged and started stroking my hair, saying that it wasn't my fault and that this could happen to anyone, even with her. She told me to forgive her. I abviously said ye.

So please don't blame her. She also said that she's been suffering from intense back pain since the start of the week. She's extremly stressed and, like us humans, made a mistake that she regrets. please don't be mad at her